Monday, October 10, 2011

Fluke

Enjoyed the film "Fluke" at our nice Intervasity Camp 2011. The link below is some detailed description of film http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fluke_(film) . How nice is wiki ! Save my time to write it out. And here is what I contemplate upon after watching it.

The show is about someone being reborn as a dog after an unfortunate car accident which he thought to be murdered by his good friend. Later on, the dog recalls his past life and plots how to seek his revenged. I am definitely in no position to comment about Karma or the concept of rebirth. But maybe I could paint my thoughts in how rebirth of greed, hatred and delusion gets "reborn" in our everyday life and every moments' thought.

How often have we think after we get or attain something, we think we will be satisfied. But often, it just become a platform for more greed. Greed gets reborn after one greed gets its "nutrients" to climb higher on top of the previous.

When we quarreled and simply can not stand the sight of that person, our anger burns in our mind. We bear grudges and leads to hating that person. Whatever the person says or act, you think he is finding fault in you. Such negative emotions eventually cools down but burns again more easily when there is a chance to (even to anyone). Just like a fire was burned out, reduced into amber, but will start a fire again when we fan it.

After doing something wrong, we feel guilty and believes that a confession and repentance to our faith, we are free from the sins. Then again not long after, we commit another mistake and repeats the same process again, just like a dog chasing its tail. Deluded are we to think we can find an easy way out. And because of such "convenience", we starts to convince ourselves we did the right thing. We grow to believe we are right in anything as long as we can "customize" our faith or belief to agree with our deeds. Delusion gets reborn again from a thought moment to another.

Without practising the Dharma, habouring right view to things, all these defilements get reborn again and again without rest. Having said that, wholesome thoughts and actions can get reborn too. We can grow our loving kindness from just our family to all sentient beings. We grow our compassion to that of Ksitigarbha bodhisattva, where he vows to attain Buddhahood only after freeing all beings from hell. We find joy in seeing others' progress in life and we seek to emulate his progress. We also bears equanimity to curb our greed, hatred and delusion.

Unwholesome thoughts could not arise with wholesome thoughts. An ill-will can not arise when we are having good intentions. We have all the control in directing where our thoughts should go. And thus, Karma is never fatalistic and we can always better our life and lives to come _/\_


Saturday, October 1, 2011

Intervasity Camp 2011

Spent an amazing weekend at the Intervasity camp last week :D 24th Sept to 25th Sept. A day worth remembering for me and all participants and committees that make this camp possible.

I am so fortunate to be appointed as the facilitator for this historical moment. Before the commencement of the camp, I had the lingering uneasiness wondering how I could benefit the campers. After all I believe these campers are far more knowledgeable than me in Buddhism. Especially after I have been slacking so much for so long.

The auspicious day arrives and we are ready to welcome the campers :D NTU and NUS was very well organised and even chartered a bus to bring them to FGS. Not a bit sluggishness i felt from all campers and only the eagerness of trying to find out what happens next.

Being the facilitators were definitely and interesting role. On one hand, I have to be friendly and engage the campers to let them feel at home. And on the other hand, I have to be mindful of my bodily actions and speech, trying to be appropriate for the camp. I thought such was a good practice as we should always be mindful in whatever we do.

I am very touched by the contributions of the camp committee as well as the great Venerables. Most of the Venerables just arrive in SG for barely a few days but the materials they shared were so enlightening and organised.

过堂吃饭 was nothing new to us FGS folks but I like the way how the campers get themselves immerse in the session. Minimal noise I could hear and everyone just conduct themselves so properly. I remembered to take the first 3 mouthful of plain rice :D During the lecture on “Buddhist Ettiquette", we are not reminded not to drag the chairs but I don't see anyone dragging. On some occasions, I did try to use my 5 senses to taste the food and the feeling was just great.

I am not satisfied with my meditation as I am nodding away fighting Zzz monster at times. Usually seating a whole hour is nothing but now every minute is a struggle. Another great session is the sharing and discussion of different roles of the MC. Nicely conducted and members of my group on "Secretary and Welfare was very spontaneous. Many problems were addressed which never across my mind. Very valuable feedbacks by all especially Ven Miao Jie. All this knowledge is even applicable in my working life.

Tea Zen is interesting as always but I think a step was conducted wrongly. We have to serve our neighbours with the cup that we drank. But not to worry as I disinfected it with hot water :D So smart of me. And I just manage to finish the whole flask of hot water.

Movie sharing was one of the highlights of the first day. We watched the movie Fluke. This make me miss Girl Girl :( Anyway its on cause and effect. The most important message I took home is not to fill our life with anger. Everything happens for a reason. Sometimes some reason are rather easy to apprehend but most often than not, we need to experience certain lessons in life before we could transcend our old limitation of wisdom to see how things flow and come to be. I shall share more in another post.

The first day end with a short but enlightening debrief by the Venerables. This session sinks deep into my mind. I am so touched by how much the Venerables care for the campers making sure they enjoyed the camp as well as making it a beneficial camp for the campers. The contributions by the Venerables were really selfless. They even make the point to change the chants to be conducted in English. Chanting in English for the Theravadan rituals were nothing new. But translating Mahayana chants into English is a very pioneering endeavor for international buddhism I suppose. Really hope to see more of such developments :D English is an international language and thus riding on English is the best way to spread Buddhism.

I really love the second day. A lot more fellowship and my group Samma Ajiva finally manage to mingle better with each other. Even little casual discussions and chat gives out nice positive energy that makes the conversation engaging. Really got to thank my group mates of Samma Ajiva. I suppose during the Buddha's time, such chats must be more common, where people of different faith or same faith comes together to fellowship and discuss the meanings of life.

Discussions and chats are good tools to learn the Dharma. It allow ideas to be exchange and definitely acts as a nice recap to our knowledge. One point that attracts me to Buddhism is no questions are too "rude" or ask :D

Another highlight is on the Sutra sharing "Eight Realisations of Great Beings" I think it could definitely be used as daily advise for our everyday chores. If I am a boss, I will make sure posters of the Sutra are sticked on the walls, benefiting all possible sentient beings that cross path in life with me.

The discussion panel were enlightening and I thought its nice to have representative of the various Buddhist Society up on the panel. Symbolically, it represents unity, highlighting the importance of the problems encountered in Buddhist Society which are very relevant to them, and conferring strength to the leaders that will be the execution power to drive Buddhism in the tertiary academic arena.
After the discussion forum, we had our photo-taking session. The photos capture this moment of history in SG buddhism as well as a moment in all of us in our journey to pursue the Dharma.

The makan session at night were great too. The campers were invited for the steamboat prepared by our FGS volunteers and the food is fantastic. I like the "fish ball". Tried to "intrude" into the table of SIMBB for further fellowship :P Any kind of topics are interesting to discuss over food !! Xin Zhao broke his record by finishing two bowls in less than 20 mins. Never know the throat can be flexed :S Angela was trying to compete with him, ends up going crazy over the "princess and eunuch" nonsensical chat with Charlie :S The Sadhu version of YumSeng are fun !! Haha.

This camp to me is very fulfilling indeed. Good reflections were done and the way forward are discussed. What remains are to use what we have learnt on our different roles in Dharma propagation. This idea should not just remain in our roles as committee of various Buddhist groups but allow Buddhism to be in way of life and let Dharma propagation be our life goal.